Can't Wait

All the end of the financial year crap has made my work very much like hell. Stocktake, millions of reports, checking for expired stock, thinking of reasons to explain existence of expired stock....etc etc.......really pissing me off!

Hence, so looking forward to my day off next thursday! Gonna meet up with an ex-colleague for lunch, and probably movie afterwards. I believe we will have a good time. I miss Susie so much. We are best mates and used to chat at work all the time. We talked about everything, dieting, fashions, family, and.....guys of course! At one stage we were so crazy about our weight issue, we did push-ups and lunges at work together! haha....lucky no customers caught us.

I don't like to believe in star signs, but I am a very typical aquarian....extremely MOODY! and so is Susie. So most of the times, we understand each other pretty well. We know just what to do when suddenly one of us changes mood for no reason...and it always works....haha..quite funny actually.


To something different, God, please give me patience and peace in heart. I need to stay calm, especially in the next 7 days. Thank you.

Funny feeling

When he popped in yesterday afternoon, I was flat out. We only managed to chat for about 5 minutes, but I have been thinking of him since. Keep replaying our conversations in my head.

But it was only his second visit, and I didn't even remember his name from the first time! Why? very strange.

I know nothing about him, except that he has worked as a nurse before. What is it about him that I am attracted to???

Recent updates

Since my brother left Melbourne last month, my sister and I have been receiving a hell lot more attention from mum, which quite frankly, is getting a bit annoying. So during her 2 weeks semester break, my sister decided to stay at her friend's place, which is only 10km away. Well.....I don't blame her.

Had a haircut last week. Feeling fresher and happier. The last time I had a "decent" haircut was when I broke up with my ex. Haha....and believe it or not, I recovered faster than expected. So, hoping for a change in days ahead.

Good luck to Patricia's trip to China. Hope her hard work in the past few months gets paid off.

"E75", thank you. I feel a lot better now.

Going to a friend's birthday party this weekend, have to get her a present tomorrow. Or should I just chip in with someone else? hehe....Looking forward to it, should be fun.

I need your help!

"God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble." (Psalm 46:1)

"The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and I am helped." (Psalm 28:7)

A friend from church said that we shouldn't rely our happiness solely on external factors like work or people around you, but on God. Only those who believe in Him feel the joy and peace with God. Two people living in the same environment may have different feelings and ideas; one may be happy while the other may feel uncomfortable or disgusted. Not to mention that nothing is definite in the world nowadays. So when we are content with ourselves (and that only occurs when we have God in us), no matter how difficult or uncertain situations have become, we are still happy from the inside.

BUT!!!! An opportunity of working at another pharmacy arises. I am considering it partly because I am not very happy with my current working environment. But if I consider what my friend said about happiness, I should really stay and focus on my own "happiness".

Now, what should I do?

Should I or shouldn't I?

"You are entitled to more in life."
"It sounds like a prescription factory to me."
"You've tried changing for the last year, has it ever worked?"
"You shouldn't change yourself to be less conscientious to customers."

I agree with him, but why am I hesitated? What am I afraid of now? Afraid of changing? I still have doubts in this, should I try one more time? But I know it's a vicious cycle and I will feel the very same again. I know I will...

What should I do???????

Prison Break

Can't wait to watch the final episode of FOX drama Prison Break. Wentworth Miller is sooooo cute!

Have been watching the show on DVD (from sis's friend), a few episodes ahead of the current TV schedule.

Now, just waiting for the final disc!! Come on!!

Funny email

Caller: Hello, can I speak to Annie Wan (anyone)?
Operator: Yes, you can speak to me.
Caller: No, I want to speak to Annie Wan (anyone)!
Operator: You are talking to someone! Who is this?
Caller: I'm Sam Wan (Someone). And I need to talk to Annie Wan (anyone)! It's urgent.
Operator: I know you are someone and you want to talk to anyone! But what's this urgent matter about?
Caller: Well...just tell my sister Annie Wan (anyone) that our brother Noel Wan (no one) was involved in an accident. Noel Wan (no one) got injured and now Noel Wan (no one) is being sent to the hospital. Right now, Avery Wan (everyone) is on his way to the hospital.
Operator: Look, if no one was injured and no one was sent to the hospital, then the accident isn't an urgent matter! You may find this hilarious but I don't have time for this!
Caller: You are so rude! Who are you?
Operator: I'm Saw Lee (Sorry).
Caller: Yes! You should be sorry. Now give me your name!!

Get well soon

Just got a call from my best mate at work. She's gone into hospital for a really bad case of pharyngitis. She could barely talk on the phone yesterday, couldn't even eat or drink. With a high temperature, she admitted herself into hospital last night. And she is now on IV drip.

We serve sick customers all the time, and it is not uncommon that customers occasionally cough RIGHT AT OUR FACE! Plus, considering coughs and colds are highly prevalent at this time of the year, a few of us have already been feeling sick at work, including myself. Starting with a sore throat last 2 days, my chest is getting a bit congested now.

Maria, lets hope we get better soon.