Don Bosco Camp

Had a wonderful weekend in Safety Beach with brothers and sisters from church. Even the message behind "walking with our Lord" could be quite heavy at some points, I really had a ball!

The warmth and friendliness within our group was excellent. Never felt so loved before. There wasnt any hatred, people judging each other, jealously or politics.

While I was driving back home, it felt like I was leaving the "heavenly place" and back to the cruel "reality".

Anyway, I am really really glad that I went. It has definitely strengthened my faith in God, and I am very excited about walking with our Lord once again.

Thank you Dr

You are really good. You've helped me a lot. I wish I seeked your help earlier.

So far, I know

1. being a perfectionist, I have put a lot stress on myself and others. Have to let go. Distinguish between fantasy and reality.

2. I have done my very very best in helping mum and dad. It is not upto me to fix their relationship. They have to deal with it themselves!

3. have understood my sister more. Don't have expectations from her. Acknowledge she is different. Nonetheless, I still love her. =)

4. Have to focus on myself now. Do things I enjoy. Love myself.

The Offer

While waiting for an answer from the vendor, this thought suddenly came to mind. "That I can't afford to kill myself anymore." I have to LIVE, start a new life, face whatever is coming onto me but not back off and HIDE!!!

Am I ready for this? I feel I am a bit scared...