Bailey

Really stressed. Sis is moving out in 10 days, and she is gonna take Bailey with her. No way! Mum is the one who walks the dog morning and night...she feeds and washes him..she does everything while Jen does nothing! Even I washed him last couple of times. She is very selfish. Doesnt she think about how mum would miss Bailey? And for Bailey's benefit, can she walk him and spend time with him like mum and dad do? If she works full time and goes out partying all the time, Bailey will be vvvvv lonely...

I am very sad...I love Bailey too.....and I've been stressing all week. And crying even. Stressing how to approach Jen and if necessary, "bargain" with her!

Don Bosco Camp

Had a wonderful weekend in Safety Beach with brothers and sisters from church. Even the message behind "walking with our Lord" could be quite heavy at some points, I really had a ball!

The warmth and friendliness within our group was excellent. Never felt so loved before. There wasnt any hatred, people judging each other, jealously or politics.

While I was driving back home, it felt like I was leaving the "heavenly place" and back to the cruel "reality".

Anyway, I am really really glad that I went. It has definitely strengthened my faith in God, and I am very excited about walking with our Lord once again.

Thank you Dr

You are really good. You've helped me a lot. I wish I seeked your help earlier.

So far, I know

1. being a perfectionist, I have put a lot stress on myself and others. Have to let go. Distinguish between fantasy and reality.

2. I have done my very very best in helping mum and dad. It is not upto me to fix their relationship. They have to deal with it themselves!

3. have understood my sister more. Don't have expectations from her. Acknowledge she is different. Nonetheless, I still love her. =)

4. Have to focus on myself now. Do things I enjoy. Love myself.

The Offer

While waiting for an answer from the vendor, this thought suddenly came to mind. "That I can't afford to kill myself anymore." I have to LIVE, start a new life, face whatever is coming onto me but not back off and HIDE!!!

Am I ready for this? I feel I am a bit scared...

Blood Diamond

Went and watch a movie myself yesterday. I can only recalled once which was ages ago when I went to the cinema alone. After appointment with my doctor, I didnt feel like going home, so bought the paper and was checking session times while heading towards my favourite cinema.

Bingo! Perfect timing. Took me 20 mintues to get there and movie started showing 10 minutes after.... Seeing it was 2:40pm on a monday, there were only 11 people inside the cinema.

The movie was excellent. Really feel for the people in Sierra Leone. Happy but sad ending!

Haha I have to admit that I've always been a fan of Leonardo Dicaprio. But I have grown to appreciate his acting skills as much as his look now.

On my way home, I stopped by Borders expecting to check out the latest travel guides (planning to go to europe this september/october), but I ended up buying 3 books (2 fictions and 1 biographies) and no travel guides!!! =P

Anyhow, it was a relaxing day and I enjoyed it.

But I am pretty sure....

It was only when we talked about the film "The Devil Wears Prada" that I realised Andrea still have the novels I lent her a couple of months ago.

So I rang her up last week and "asked" if I could have my books back. Haha, to my surprise, she was really short on the phone and said she has already returned them to me.

But I am sure I havent got my books back because I would have them back on my book shelf otherwise!!

What should I do? I dont really care about the books since I have read them already.....but..it was just a bit unexpected from Andrea's response, and I am pretty sure....

My Dog Bailey

I had to lie down in front of him to take this photo. I love it! Unfortunately I should have shut the bedroom door behind. Anyway, isn't he cute?

What's in my bedroom?